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history repeats itself [Saturday, November 21st, 2009 @ 3:15am] That could be the quote of my life. I quit pac sun and work there a couple years later as an assistant manager. I quit claires and come back. I quit millikens tonight, they're already asking me back and ill probably go back. I quit dan I don't know how many times and I alwayyyys go back. I get addicted to things and I always go back. People, jobs, things. I don't get it. Never will. On a lighter note, go to spacecoasthot.com and check out my slutty pictures for hottie of the week. And VOTE NOVEMBER 30th and DECEMEMBER 1st for me to win for the month. 2 blew|kisses

[Wednesday, November 18th, 2009 @ 5:12am] every time I build myself back up, you knock me down. so over everything. kisses

ohioooo [Saturday, October 17th, 2009 @ 11:47pm] My dad, Rocky, and I are taking a road trip to Ohio to see my grannny. First stopping in Kentucky to see Rockys mom and family. Taking my baby civic on its first road trip. Well, usually on a 13 hr road trip your mind would wonder 5681762 ways but mines not. I genuinely happy right now. Maybe its because I don't have to go to work for a week and im surronded by family. But in all honesty im just super stoked for what the future holds for me. Its gonna be really hard to leave my family escpecially cheyenne(she's getting so big). But im ready to just throw everything to the wind and if I mess up I always have Brevard to come back to. I stopped feeling lonely because he's back in my life again. And yes, a good friend told me you have to keep moving forward don't go backwards but he doesn't let me live in the past and maybe its the only way to move forward. I absolutely love the weather right now, it makes me wanna be at the fair. We carved our pumpkins and they already died. :( im making my Halloween costume this year, its more fun that way! God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy! 3 blew|kisses

[Thursday, October 15th, 2009 @ 2:54am] I may be the dumbest girl ever but I still love him with all my heart. kisses

[Wednesday, September 30th, 2009 @ 11:17am] The weather is so beautiful out today, you can't help but be in a good mood. There's a very big possibilty im moving to Orlando the 1st of the year, I just need out of here. New faces, places to go, just a change of scenery. Im also looking into becoming a flight attendant, obviously the hair thing isn't working out and it can't hurt to try right? Nights are starting to get lonely some how any male that gets close to me I fuck it up, thank you Dan Bynum! I don't know maybe if I keep doing that I just really don't wanna be with the person. Well happy fall everyone! xo! 1 blew|kisses

[Monday, September 21st, 2009 @ 12:14am] I've always been blessed with having good health, the occasional weather change cold here and there but I got the flu and let me tell you, you never know how good you have it until you're unhealthy. Take care of yourself, being sick sucks! kisses

[Sunday, September 6th, 2009 @ 7:06pm] our lease is up in decemeber oh boy the year has went by fast. either way the new year will bring a drastic change. im not sure what yet but I've got some things in mind. im done dwelling. I need to be happy and ill do whatever it takes. 2 blew|kisses

[Monday, August 10th, 2009 @ 4:52pm] confused kisses

all you need is love [Monday, July 20th, 2009 @ 8:34pm] The bbq was a lot of fun as always. My friends are the best. My birthday is the 7th! 22!! I might have won a trip to the bahamas, I find out the 12th. I hit a cop car. I have to start figuring out where im gonna live coming decemeber, I want out of brevard. Everyones moving. 1 blew|kisses

[Monday, June 29th, 2009 @ 3:06am] bye bye bracesssssss kisses

[Monday, June 29th, 2009 @ 2:47am] I wish someone understood how I felt. Its so many different things at once. I wish I would have never fallen this hard. Almost a quarter of my life I have loved you with all of my heart and I will probably unconditionally love you forever. Im so sick of all the advice I hear from different people. Lies lies lies, maybe all of you are made of lies. Don't get me wrong I love brevard and I love everyone here but I need out of here I need new people in my life. I need change, I always need change, its my constant. Its hard to love anyone else when you're in love with someone else. You may think you're in love but you'll never love anyone but yourself. Im over being selfish, unhappy, lonely, dumb, naive, and many other things. You might all think im crazy but so are you. I put on this happy face, stay busy, and then crumble. I think a lot of people forget people have hearts and feelings. I miss and care about a lot of my past, you all will never know but that's for the history channel. Im young and that's the time to mess up. You live and you learn. What doesn't kill you always makes you stronger and karma is a fucking bitch. Wipe your tears pretty, theres plenty more to come. kisses

follow me [Sunday, June 21st, 2009 @ 1:37pm] www.twitter.com/codependant kisses

oh but wait.. [Tuesday, June 9th, 2009 @ 3:23am] That's the difference between us.. One has a heart, the other doesnt! kisses

honestly.. [Tuesday, June 9th, 2009 @ 3:17am] Ask yourself.. Who are you? Who am I? Who are your friends? What is love? What is happy? What is sad? What is life? You'll never have half of those with the heart you have.. </3 kisses

[Thursday, May 7th, 2009 @ 3:15am] I have grown up soooo fucking much in the past couple months its unbeliveable. Its sooo crazy to know when to stop and to make the right decisions in life and to be a good fucking human being. I finally stay away from drama and it stays away from me. Dan and I breaking up and splitting apart from our 4 y relationship had to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. I had never trusted or loved or cared about someone so much in my life. I was soooo lost in him and lost in what him and I had I had no idea who I was. It feels amazing to finally be over that and moved on and were to the point where we have the healthiest friendship ever and I love it. Ill be happy for him and hell be happy for me as long as were happy. I have surrounded myself with the most unbelieveable people, I couldn't ask for anything more. I wish I could see everyone more. I love you all, you know who you are. Im so happy right now that every thing that's was so bad in my life doesn't even matter. I never thought id feel this way about someone again. Working 3 jobs isn't so bad and the money is fabulousss! <3 kisses

[Sunday, March 29th, 2009 @ 9:33am] who wants to come over and watch the sunrise or drink until the sun comes up? it seems like the most refreshing thing possible right now. 1 blew|kisses

she's a poisonous spider [Sunday, March 29th, 2009 @ 9:25am] ... and you all fall into her web.... over and over again... kisses

[Thursday, March 19th, 2009 @ 5:07am] what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.... right? kisses

<3 [Thursday, March 12th, 2009 @ 11:47pm] "Im still in love with you" "I still love you" kisses

[Saturday, February 28th, 2009 @ 4:20pm] i've created a monster. kisses

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